Why I am just not myself today. I cried for 20 minutes to day when I heard about that evil monster who threw her babies off into the bay in California. I think it upset me so much because of my new confusion with my biological clock. Nana told me that they are in a better place but I dont really find that to be a comforting thought when I think about a 16 month, 2 and a half and 5 year old freezing to death in while drowning in the bay.... Jesus Christ this is a morbid ass entry, I will be better tom. And then I will let you all know about my health scare. Go Astros. P.S. I really am ok. Everytime I would get sad or depressed I would think about the fact that my goddaughter (who is a baby of few words) says my name in babyspeak. She taps me and says baybay which I can only assume is the Babyspeak word for BeeBee which is the nickname her older sister gave me. previous : next
- - 25 February, 2006
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