Why I have been absent...
2001-08-03 -12:49 a.m.

Sorry its been awhile but I hit major anxiety mode. I found out my visa application fee was close to $400 and guess what... I dont got $400... My nana lent me the money and so now I am in search of a temporary job.

I felt like I was gonna puke.... I had an anxiety attack which is so unlike me.... I had the chest pains and the hyperventalating and everything. It was freaky....

I want my own domain... I have decided.. and then I am gonna put my blog on their and be a hoochie-fied camgirl and get everything I want on my wishlist. That would rule. I wanted BeautifulDisaster.com but its taken till Jan of 2002 SO I will probably wait till then and watch it like I watch ebay auctions. Well I am off to go email folks... MWUAH

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