why.... I try to survive things. I mean I have had a relatively rough emotional life... partway cuz I made it like that part another parents fault... I just wanted a person to love and love me... I didnt wanna be a weight to slow them down. I guess I can just try to swallow this and move on to another day... but when is enough enough... when do I get my turn... when do I stop wishin I hadnt survived November... when can I be happy? Sorry this entry sucks I will prolly delete it fuck I dont have the strength to care... previous : next
- - 25 February, 2006
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